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Sunday, February 22, 2009

LONG DREAM

I'M BACK!! AHOO!! AHOOO!!!.. hahaha punyemas! Nakapagpost na din!! tagal kong hinde napindot itong keyboard namin dahil sa wlang kameng internet ng ilang linggo! haha dameng nanyare at limot ko na ang iba! haha ahhmm..panu ba to...ganito na lng gumgwa kame ng kanta ng banda para sa graduation at malapit na ang prom namin! aun hahaha un ln ang tanda ko sa ngayon! hahahah at normal naman ang mga araw ko...masaya, malungkot, nakakainis, nakakatamad syempre at masya ulit hahaha walang akong masabi putek...aun...ahhmmm...emo muna.

"Everyday i try to search for that new light, a star that never fails to shine, a diamond that never stop from shining, a burden that can crush me to the ground and a loving hand that i can hold on to...but where should i start? i mean do i have to start? or i could just wait, sit, play, and sleep everynight..I believed, i really do believe in you...but where are you? oh yah i forgot...i forgot..i'm sorry...this is not my dream, is this love? is this L-O-V-E???..does it feel good? oh i forgot...sorry i forgot...is this madness??? oh yes this is madness??. but does it feel good? oh sorry i forgot...

why can't you rememeber? ahhh...yeess the question is,, did you even tried to memorize it? or you just don't want to remember it?...oh i'm sorry i forgot...sorry i forgot...again...i forgot...

i still care, i can still rememeber, i still want to watch, i stand still.....

goodbye"


wow mudrajugher n yan!! hahaha emo!! haha yan muna sa ngaun hahahaha kailangan makbwelo hahaha iwan n naman ako!! hahaha



-come with me en leev-

Darkness prevails, yet the city is aglow.
11:59 PM


Sunday, February 1, 2009

ELJIE BADE (LGB)



HARING RAKIM

HARING RAKIM (first form)


ALIGUYON


ITOY


This are the results of my every sleepless nights. This is the reason why my eye bags almost cover my cheeks. After I submitted the entries last January 26, 2009 i decided to post my works here, I won't go on so much details about this, but anyway here it goes

Si ITOY ang bida sa kwento, ordinaryong bata ngunit itinakda upang gisingin ang kapangyarihan ng sepak takraw na itinago ng ama ni ALIGUYON, Si ALIGUYON naman ay anak ng hari ng pumbakhayon, ito'y isang mahiwagng lugar na kung saan ang mga nilalang na nakatira doon ay biniyayaan ng lakas upang kontrolin ang isa sa mga apat na elemnto ( apoy, halaman, tubig at hangin) Si RAKIM ay dating matalik na kaibigan ng tatay ni ALIGUYON at nagsilbi sa kaharian nila ALIGUYON at ng kanyang ama. Nagrebelde si RAKIM at gumawa ng knyang sariling kaharian na kanyang pinamumunuan. Kailangan mahanap ni ALIGUYON si ITOY upang magamit ang kapangyarihan ng Sepak Takraw na itinakdang makakatalo sa kapangyarihan ng apoy na pinanghahawakan ni HARING RAKIM. Si ALIGUYON ang tagapagmana ng kapangyarihan at trono ng kanyang ama na nais agawin ng HARING RAKIM. Biniyayaan si ALIGUYON ng kapangyarihan na kontrolin ang mga halaman at mga hayop. Si HARING RAKIM ay may kapangyarihan na gumawa at kontrolin ang elemento ang apoy.

I guess that's enough, I'm not in the proper mood for this, I just got home from somwhere, and I'm not feeling well at this time maybe because of too much beer or just tired anyway its not important.


I would like to thank the following:

-My family slamat sa suporta at paninigaw nio haha-
-Some friends who stayed up late so i won't fall asleep while doing this-
-Sir. Raffy Escarda and Ms. Beth Regencia-
-Mr. Alan Rendel Sy-
-Sa pamangkin kong si CAROL! hehe she is my inspitation in making this, especially in creating maya which turned out to be itoy-
-My Computer-
-and lastly GOD!-




P.S.
"hinde ko sinabi sa magulang ko na periodic test namin sa school para magawa ko to, kaya ngaun hinde ko alam kung kailan ko sasabhin na periodicals na eh sa feb 7 kuhaan na ng card huhuhuh"
-

Darkness prevails, yet the city is aglow.
2:30 AM


Saturday, January 31, 2009

glue on his pants and a moaning bitch in his ears

It was already 1am i think, me and my friends decided to sleep in my crib, well we're supposed to make song but all of us are tired and sleepy, but two of my friends are certified hardcore. So as usual they won't let us sleep. since all are backs are facing the floor already, we decided to take some rest, but i can't sleep, either my friends also, so i said " pare boy's talk tau!" we thought that only 3 of us are still awake, un pala one of our friends ay gising pa pala hindi namn alam na he was listening, haha. So here it goes the question was passed from yellow to brown. the question was, "how and when did your first kiss happen"? haha very silly question ei! so at first all of us are laughing everytime a story is told. but when it reaches the brown part, all of us turned into a silent little kid, it was supposed to be a chat focusing on green jokes and detailed experinces. But the Brown story is so old yet ears would still listen everytime the mouth throw the words. Lessons in life filled the room, regrets and promises appeared in our minds. It's a stupid idea of mine to make a chat like that, but we're listening to the stories told by each other. this does not qualify as a post for me, but does it feel good?


"binigay ko...wala lng"
-barely brown-


"akala mo lang un, sa umpisa lang masaya"
-yellow ranger-



"ou pare! no joke tlga! hardcore eh!"
-hybrid-


"Dalawang bagay lang naman yan eh, PUSO at PUSON"
-brown-


"siya lang ang taong mamahalin ko nang ganun"

Darkness prevails, yet the city is aglow.
7:38 AM


Monday, January 26, 2009

STOP, LOOK, and listen

I can't see a thing, walking....still walking..step right..now left..a bit faster..i stopped with my eyes still closed, with my fingers crossed, with my head looking side to side, and my knees shaking in fear. I can still see you PAIN, I can still smell and feel your deep rotting pain. How did you know I'm still here? How funny ei? after I took my first run, we meet again, yes pain we meet again at the same point where I have left you.But wait, did i even know how did i left you? tell me pain..how? Pain I loved you from the very start i met you, I have learned that loving you was such a hard game to play, but still I kept on playing, you made me cry, you made me grab her again, you turned me back into a child, but pain is this the price I have to pay? Now i sit all alone, still I can't see a thing, I can't see anyone, anyone but you. You're still there, just standing, staring at me, but pain I can't take it anymore, Pain you love me but you don't know who I am, Its also the same thing why I Loved you, everytime i think about you this world falls on me, I'm torn between this life I lead and where i stand. Pain please let me go. But pain no matter how hard I tried I can't escape this things inside. But pain this things will fall apart and you will only be the one who knows. I know everything was just I lie, and how can this love be a good thing? when both my eyes can clearly see that I'm just a part of your big picture. Tell me pain, am I right? Soon pain you will know how the world can tear you apart, soon pain we will meet again but this time you won't be looking at me. You will be looking for me.. Listen pain the piano plays our song, the first piece i learned, i never knew it would mean so much.. but pain i made promises, I have said things that you might think I have forgotten, but pain i'm a man with true words, a man without any doubt with his words or even himself...but pain i chose this path, a path where i really don't belong. A path where smiles are made just to make everyone laugh, where tears are not allowed, where everyone seems to find someone, But my path was never made for someone like me before you left me....pain this is not for you..

"who are you pain?"



"Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling".







notaboutyou

Darkness prevails, yet the city is aglow.
2:55 AM


Friday, January 16, 2009

Buhay Tsinelas

Ikaw aking kaibigan may tsinelas ka bang suot ngayon? komportable ka ba sa suot mong tsinelas ngaun? aba kung hinde magapalit ka na dahil maraming tsinelas dyan na nais malasap ang iyong paa na puno ng kalyo at pawis.

Para sa mga kapwa kong kalalakihan, naranasan mo ba noong kabataan mo na magsuot ng tsinelas na nagngangalang RAMBO? aba kung hinde sinayang mo ang kabataan mo! ito ay isang uri ng tsinelas na matigas na sa sobrang kapal ay maari mo nang mabutas ang sahig sa tuwing inaapak mo ito sa lupa, kadalasan kulay itim ito at may pulang sabitan ng mga daliri. Sa gilid na parte nito ay makikita mo ang mga kulay na pula, berde, at dilaw, oh di ba reggae ang kulay! pahalang ang direksyon nito at nakapalibot sa gilid ng tsinelas.

"ung rambo? matigas un! parang pag ipinalo mo hinde ln lalatay eh dudugo pa haha"

Spartan, may naaalala ka ba sa salitang yan? hindi ang pelikulang 300 ang pinapahiwatig ko, ito ay isa pang tsinelas na sumakop sa kaisipan ng mga kabataang lalaki, ngunit nagawa din nitong higupin ang sabaw ng kaisipan ng mga kababaihan lalo na ang mga matatanda ginusto nila itong isuot kesa sa nakaugaliang bakya na yari naman sa matigas na kahoy, makapal din ang bakya mas masakit lang pumalo at lumatay, ngunit hindi nakatutok ngayon ang talata na ito sa bakya, balikan natin muli ang Spartan. Ang SPARTAN ay isang tsinelas na manipis lamang kapag binili, mabilis ito mapudpod pero ang kinaganda naman nito kumpara sa RAMBO ay magaan ito at madalas na ginagamit sa mga larong kalye at sa basketbol na may pustang ice 2bg o libreng merienda...ano ba ang itsura ng SPARTAN? para lamang itong rambo ngunit manipis nga lang at mas maraming kulay pwede mong pagpilian hinde katulad ng rambo.

"ung spartan naman...lage ko naiwawala un eh kasi walang kwenta at mabilis madumihan, sarap itapon agad"

Nang lumaon ay nagumpisa nang magsabay-sabay ang ibat ibang klase ng tsinelas, naglabasan na ang maga primayadong uri ng tsinelas at natabunan na ng mga tsinelas na sariling atin, Umangat sa lahat ang tsinelas na JORDAN ito ang tsinelas na kadalasang makikita mo sa mga paa ng "ghetto o hip hop" sila ang mga magkikita mo sa maluluwag ang pananamit at sila din ang may ari ng mga kalsada natin. Ito ay ang tsinelas na sarado ang dulo ngunit nakalabs ang lahat ng daliri mo at may logo ni Michael Jordan na nakabukaka at handa nang dumakdak sa ring. Minsan ay makintab ito, hindi lamang basta makntab kung hindi ubod ng kintab na maari mo pa itong ikasilaw sa tuwing tatama ang liwanag dito. Hinde lamang si Jordan ang nakalagy sa may harap nito, mayroon ding mga logo ng sapatos na napakaimposibleng gumawang ng tsinelas, halimbawa ng maga ito ay ang NIKE, ADIDAS at kung anu anu pa. Kadalasan ito ay ginagamit lamng bilang panlakad sa kalye at hinde para ipanglaro sa court.

"Anu nga ba tawag dun? basta hindi ko naransan isuot un, parang masyado nang panget pag dami ako kapareho"

TINATAMAD NA AKONG PINDUTIN ANG MGA LETRA DITO AT KAILANGAN KO PANG MAGSALIKSIK SA IBAT IBANG URI NG TSINELAS AT ANG MGA NAITULONG NITO SA BANSA


--damn, what a post!--
--i'll post the next part of this maybe next week, there are lots of slippers!!--


Darkness prevails, yet the city is aglow.
4:47 AM


Monday, January 12, 2009

Adrienne

I can't take this burden anymore, staying up late while finishing my entries, making and drinking tons of coffee just to make this eyes wide open in front of the glowing box. This night is heavy really heavy. I got this never ending problems, and I'm chasing a never ending make-believe things in my head! oh shit the back pain, here it comes biting and piercing my bones and muscles., Anyway the day was totally great, and it's freaking cold outside even inside the house i can still feel the chills. I was about to sleep before i wrote this, i'm a bit dizzy but i still have duties and responsibilities to fulfill, (closing my eyes for a bit)...alright, I think i need to get some rest, i have so much problems in my head and I'm not EMO haha,

-your not making any sense at all, still you're confused, i want to get you off this skull-

"i'll never fall in line again"


Darkness prevails, yet the city is aglow.
7:57 AM


Sunday, January 11, 2009

Something? or Nothing?

Awww...I can't sleep anyway while i'm working on my entry i always listen to this song, nothing special i just like the song, i can relate a bit, so the song is entitled KUNDIMAN, o like the title unique ba haha i don't know who wrote it but silent sancturay plays this songs... so just below this non-sense introduction are the lyrics hope you enjoy it.:D


KUNDIMAN

by: silent sancturay


Para kang asukal
Sintamis mong magmahal
Para kang pintura
Buhay ko ikaw ang nagpinta
Para kang unan
Pinapainit mo ang aking tiyan
Para kang kumot na yumayakap
Sa tuwing ako’y nalulungkot

(refrain)
Kaya’t wag magtataka
Kung bakit ayaw kitang maawala

(chorus)
Kung hindi man tayo hanggang dulo
Wag mong kalimutan
Nandito lang ako
Laging umaalalay
Di ako lalayo
Dahil ang tanging panalangin ko ay ikaw

Di baleng maghapon umulan
Basta’t ikaw ang sasandalan
Liwanag ng lumulubog na araw
Kay sarap pagmasdan
Lalo na pag nasisinagan ang iyong mukha
Hinding-hindi magsaawa
Ayoko ng magsawa

(repeat refrain & chorus)

(bridge)
Bahala na, ayoko muna magsalita
Hayaan na muna natin ang hatol ng tadhana


--i just felt like happy yet disturbed, i don't know..i need marge---

Darkness prevails, yet the city is aglow.
7:09 AM






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