Damn..this back pain! oh it kills me! i can't stand or even sit for a long time. Anyway its not about the back pain, I didn't came here to press some stupid letters to discuss about my back pain. DAMN here it comes again! "pakshet ansakit tlga!!"

"We don't regret the things we've done, we regret the things that we're supposed to do at that very moment"

Alright let's get this thing started. First, I'm facing the monitor inside this cold and dark room with only the light coming from the monitor serves as my guide in typing my posts. Second, I got fat after our Christmas vacation and guys it's not funny, fuck i hate my body, every time I tried to look at the mirror on our kitchen the first thing you might hear is this..."tangina ang taba ko bwisit!" Third, still and as always I'm confused, in terms of that and this. get it? I got some silly questions in my mind, like why do people change rapidly? Is destiny real? and where can I find god?

i need answers people...be serious...i don't need your stupid opinion. thanks..

and for you my friend, thank you so much, thank you for staying with me, i think i made a wrong decision.

--"Sleeping is the greatest way to escape, just close your eyes, think of darkness, think of silence, and then there you are, right in the middle of your dreams......just right there"