I can't see a thing, walking....still walking..step right..now left..a bit faster..i stopped with my eyes still closed, with my fingers crossed, with my head looking side to side, and my knees shaking in fear. I can still see you PAIN, I can still smell and feel your deep rotting pain. How did you know I'm still here? How funny ei? after I took my first run, we meet again, yes pain we meet again at the same point where I have left you.But wait, did i even know how did i left you? tell me pain..how? Pain I loved you from the very start i met you, I have learned that loving you was such a hard game to play, but still I kept on playing, you made me cry, you made me grab her again, you turned me back into a child, but pain is this the price I have to pay? Now i sit all alone, still I can't see a thing, I can't see anyone, anyone but you. You're still there, just standing, staring at me, but pain I can't take it anymore, Pain you love me but you don't know who I am, Its also the same thing why I Loved you, everytime i think about you this world falls on me, I'm torn between this life I lead and where i stand. Pain please let me go. But pain no matter how hard I tried I can't escape this things inside. But pain this things will fall apart and you will only be the one who knows. I know everything was just I lie, and how can this love be a good thing? when both my eyes can clearly see that I'm just a part of your big picture. Tell me pain, am I right? Soon pain you will know how the world can tear you apart, soon pain we will meet again but this time you won't be looking at me. You will be looking for me.. Listen pain the piano plays our song, the first piece i learned, i never knew it would mean so much.. but pain i made promises, I have said things that you might think I have forgotten, but pain i'm a man with true words, a man without any doubt with his words or even himself...but pain i chose this path, a path where i really don't belong. A path where smiles are made just to make everyone laugh, where tears are not allowed, where everyone seems to find someone, But my path was never made for someone like me before you left me....pain this is not for you..

"who are you pain?"



"Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling".






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